all right, i got to admit i have been a slacker when it comes to posting stuff here. actually i have been crazy busy this past week. some serious technical issues at work…but thank god things are better now. a lot of things happened in these past 3-4 weeks. shiva-ji has started smiling……dee is getting slightly better with her tantrums (i said slightly). ………but biggest thing was dee’s mom got her hair cut …..for the first time ……on Monday June 4th ….and she didnt?t even ask me. I cam home from work and I saw dee standing on door and smiling at me…….’papa…dee ke baal kaat diye’……u looked cute but……it hurt as hell……i loved your long hair …..and as per our tradition ……i wanted to get you takli……and offer your first (pure) hair to mata rani…….but your mom didnt want to cut it………i compromised……….and now she got them trimmed……without even telling me? I will never forgive her for this.
dee has started speaking full sentences. you always surprise me with your knowledge and vocab. very intelligent. you cant remember colours…..but thats another thing 
your mom thinks may be you are color blind….hahahahahha……..
dee is very brutal when it comes to handling shiva…….you will pinch him……hit him………body slam him…………do anything you can to get our attention……..it gets very hard for me to keep you in control and maintain cool. when you are in good mood…..you kiss him and hug him…….and when he cries…….you go…’baby..rona nahi..chup ho ja……accha baccha’…..so cute!
another thing that stresses me out is your eating habits……..you do not eat properly……..u dont eat roti……no sabji……i mean not regularly. it is so hard to feed you……..all you want all day is ‘mango juice’……..and in many ways you are angrej……..u like sandwiches, chips, Ice cream, thanda, salad with dressing, cheese but no roti-daal. i think your mom is at fault for not discipline you. you r home with her all day and she should have a schedule for you……and i have told her this time and again but …….she just doesn’t listen…….well, we all pay for it. the day you eat properly is one of the best days for me. you can do any shararat you want…….but i want you to eat properly. ever since you are off your milk bottle…….you do not drink as much milk…….and this bothers me a lot too……..i try to give you milk whenever I can. i hope you get better at eating and i guess we will have keep trying different things……a couple of months back i used to have laptop on table with cartoon games on and then you would eat……….yesterday i tried to give you dahi and you would make sound while drinking it straight from katori and you loved the sound you made……i was able to feed you y’day and today at lunch……..but u didnt eat dinner properly…….everytime i am eating and I know you have not eaten properly……it hurts me so much…….i dont feel like eating at all……how can i eat when my little sweety is hungry (and still happy and jumping around). i really hope you get better with you eating habits and i really hope you little brother doesn’t turn out like you in eating. but no matter what you do ……..we love you with all our heart and you are the best thing that has happened to me.
